When given a paper for me to stare,
It's quite a dilemma.
To paint or to write on it?
What could be my agenda?
— I‘ve wanted to make this for a long time—its not complete yet, but we will keep improving it. I made this to show my love, I guess? Haha. But honestly, I felt like making something for you. You do so much, and I thought, why not me? I love you—you make me happy, and your excitement makes everything interesting. As you know, I‘m not usually that kind of person. Thank you for making my birthday so special. I love you, and thank you for choosing me.❤️ —
quite a dilemma.
When given a paper for me to stare,
It's quite a dilemma.
To paint or to write on it?
What could be my agenda?
Will the colours paint what I see?
Will the painting be a story?
Will the words do justice to my heart?
Will they maintain its glory?
With a pen and brush along both the sides
Out of which I have one to choose.
It's scary how the either way,
A part of me I lose.
So, the paper lays on the table
As if there is nowhere it has to be.
All the words and hues of my mind that day,
No one ever gets to see.